The chapters

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Act I: Saturday lovers - (Complete)

1: Happy endings don't come easy
2: Violet
3: A long way from home
4: As you are
5: When you are near
6: Like a child
7: It's in your reach
8: Dance with me
9: Could not make you stay
10: Until the day awakes
11: The pain that you're frightened of
12: Make it better
13: When you're gone
14: Harder to hold
15: Learning to cry
16: When we thought there was no end
17: Breathe again
18: To make you stay
19: Here with me
20: Nothing is quite forever
21: One decision
22: There are no second chances
23: What it's like to be free


Act II: Heading for a fall - (Complete)

24: Rain
25: Pain
26: Fire
27: Blood
28: Confusion
29: Money
30: Photos
31: Toys
32: Home


Act III: Blue Monday - (Complete)

33: Secrets best kept
34: Passive immunity
35: I wish
36: With or without you
37: A moment's weakness
38: All fall down
39: Big and small secrets
40: Poison
41: Reality check
42: Eye of the storm
43: Guidance
44: Forgotten innocence
45: Give and take
46: Life in colour
47: Aphelion
48: Interference
49: Cause...
50: ...and effect.
51: Aya and Nao-chan
52: Synchronicity



Act IV a

Parts 53 - 57: Adrian. Drugs. Withdrawal. (In production. ETA first part: January '04.)


Act IV b

Parts 58 + : A collection of one shot stories about Adrian and Naoki as their life finally calms down a bit.


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Ah, yes. But I do have a sequel planned.

Dichotomy. (Working title only.) But I suppose I have to call this a spin off? The story centers around Alex and Lucien... and Adrian's new sex life. ^_~ Naoki's got a job!